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I work 2 jobs, I pay $500 a month to my mother for rent, soon to be raised to $540... My mother is making it impossible for me to go out and be an adult...
both my jobs do not give me enough hours... And I'd be fine if one job could give me at least 30+ hours a week.... cause my checks would be over $250 a week..... $100 a month... I'd be able to save at least $400 a month...
But I need help. I promised 2 of my best friends, that I would visit them next summer.... And Move down to Georgia to live closer to them.... Because these 2 people... These two people despite the distance, Have been there for me no matter what... I trust them, I love them... And I want to be with them in person... They know my daily struggles... They've both been on skype calls with me while my mother yells at me and belittles me...
I work 2 jobs, I pay $500 a month to my mother for rent, soon to be raised to $540... My mother is making it impossible for me to go out and be an adult...
both my jobs do not give me enough hours... And I'd be fine if one job could give me at least 30+ hours a week.... cause my checks would be over $250 a week..... $100 a month... I'd be able to save at least $400 a month...
But I need help. I promised 2 of my best friends, that I would visit them next summer.... And Move down to Georgia to live closer to them.... Because these 2 people... These two people despite the distance, Have been there for me no matter what... I trust them, I love them... And I want to be with them in person... They know my daily struggles... They've both been on skype calls with me while my mother yells at me and belittles me...
*Sighs* I'm a ball of like... Fucked up emotions.
I'm sorry, I was dumped 2 weeks before my mothers wedding, now my mother and I are fighting, I've gotten an extremely intense crush on AN EX, AND THAT GUY KEEPS CALLING ME CUTE, AND NOW IM JUST LIKE WHY. WHY IS THIS ALL HAPPENING
CAN IT NOT
*Sighs* I'm a ball of like... Fucked up emotions.
I'm sorry, I was dumped 2 weeks before my mothers wedding, now my mother and I are fighting, I've gotten an extremely intense crush on AN EX, AND THAT GUY KEEPS CALLING ME CUTE, AND NOW IM JUST LIKE WHY. WHY IS THIS ALL HAPPENING
CAN IT NOT
.... I will never be more than a fuck up
.... my childhood friend confessed to me... and I wanted a confession from him since i was 9... I ended up doing things I shouldn't have... since I was still in a long distance relationship... I didn't want to leave my LDR... But I did.... because within 4 days... I became less virgin... My childhood friend stole my first kiss... Something i had promised to my ldr... From that point on i felt guilty... So... I left him...
now my childhood friend.... is technically my new boyfriend... And within 7 days, He has already gained the approval of my mother, my soon to be step-dad, my brother, and my cat. My own... fucking... cat... Also, being
So... I'm listening to music that takes me back...
Back to when TinierMe was still a thing... Back to all the things I never expected... I'm in a mood I hate...
And i've realized... My life is insignificant... I will never amount to much... I know myself... I know my power. I know what I can and can't do... And I know, that even though I'm an aspiring Photographer... I will never be good enough to get a job or even make my own successful photography studio... My dream job will get me no where... at most I'll probably work at a fast food restaurant until I die... Maybe if i was a manager and made $10 an hour I wouldn't feel so bad about that... but getting less than $8 per hour, working 18
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